sascha

I will not make the same mistakes that you did  
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery  
I will not break the way you did  
You fell so hard  
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
   










Because of you  I never stray too far from the sidewalk  
Because of you  I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt  
Because of you  I find it hard to trust  Not only me, but everyone around me  
Because of you  
I am afraid
   


I lose my way  
And it's not too long before you point it out  
I cannot cry  
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes  
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life  
My heart can't possibly break  
When it wasn't even whole to start with
   
Because of you  I never stray too far from the sidewalk  
Because of you  I learned to play on the safe side  
So I don't get hurt  
Because of you  
I find it hard to trust  
Not only me, but everyone around me  
Because of you  
I am afraid
   
I watched you die  
I heard you cry 
Every night in your sleep  
I was so young  
You should have known better than to lean on me  
You never thought of anyone else  
You just saw your pain  
And now I cry  In the middle of the night  
For the same damn thing
  
Because of you  I never stray too far from the sidewalk  
Because of you  I learned to play on the safe side  
So I don't get hurt  
Because of you  I tried my hardest just to forget everything  
Because of you  I don't know how to let anyone else in  
Because of you  I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty  
Because of you  
I am afraid   
Because of you 
Because of you